Its pretty sad that I don't have even have time to write in a journal anymore. So here I am.
I was reading old blogs, where at my point in my life, it just wasn't..good.
And for awhile after, I was on top of the world, with a bit of fluctuations, but nothing major.

And here i am again, just sick and tired of everything. Im sick of high school. The work, the issues, the emotions, it just gets to me. I'm ready to just leave and start over somewhere else. I don't know how much i can take, and it's so selfish and STUPID that I worry about this when there's more to worry about but everyday is just .. I don't look forward to much anymore. I think my time is just done. I just wanna stick it out for a yeear and a half. and then im out of here. It'd be eaiser to write in a place where it's not permanently displayed for public consumption, haha. But there's no time.
I think it's time to just stop. It'd be easier.


I miss the old days. so much. I cant stand this.

Hello 2011. I greet you with nothing but a wish for 2012.